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NobodyLose yourself in beautiful eyes,
Alive within my poetry.
Crystalline, unable to cry,
Looking upon nobody.

Every thought consumed
Within the music that I write,
The thinker is doomed
And fed to the night.

Courier of fright,
Bringer of all agony,
Set my eyes aright
On my love letter from nobody.

EmotionI lay out on my bed in sadness
Wishing to be set free from madness
My eyes pour forth rivers of sorrow
Unsure if I want to see tomorrow

I sit down at a broken desk
Filled with lies and past regrets
I take up my pen and begin to write
I scratch the paper far into the night

I cope with my sadness with a powerful pen
Writing my grievance, my lies and my sins
And when my fingers bleed, the sadness subsides
And the pen is rested until sorrow gives rise

PoetryI created a wall of text
to save me from myself
and to shut you out of my life,
while dragging you further into my mind
than anyone has ever gone.

My Mind...Let's draw a picture,
With a beautiful twist.
It starts on my thigh,
And ends on my wrist.
My eyes give me away,
Though there's a smile on my lips.
I want my bones to protrude,
Especially on my hips.

It's an everyday battle,
Until finally you disappear,
Because you screamed your lungs out,
But nobody wanted to hear.
Cry yourself to sleep,
Another sleepless night,
Trapped in my own fucking mind.

I've been told that dreams,
Can come true.
But they forgot to mention,
That nightmares are dreams too.
So when will I wake up from mine,
Because I'm in a race against time.

MirrorGlancing in the mirror and I do not like what I see,
But sadly I have to accept the fact that it is me.
Thoughts shoot into my head as if they were bullets,
And it happens to be that my mind is the shooter's target.
I wish that I could just forget every word said,
Maybe then I wouldn't feel so useless.
But it's too late the blackness,
Has already covered all of my soul.

The longer I stare the more I learn,
The truth I yearned,
To to know has come out.
I was the chosen one due to my vulnerability,
Which was caused due to me,
Being what I hate.
But it's too late to even try to change.

I'll live like this for the rest of my life,
And no longer

Hall Of Mirrors"Hall Of Mirrors"

I was once thrown into a hall of mirrors
Surrounding me on every side
I was forced to look deep into my soul
For I had not a place to hide

Every mirror reflected someone different
Some versions were fat or thin
Each version had different color eyes
But none revealed the person within

Some versions were short or tall
Some had me in a tie and suit
Some had me in a summertime shirt
But none revealed the person I knew

Every mirror showed different contrast
And different objects floating in space
Some reflections were lighter than others
But none helped reflect my own face

So finally down on hands and knees
I asked desperat

Begin AgainI watched as the sparks flew
And the angels sang.

I watched as we began
To love each other again
And how it changed us forever.

Every little thing you did
Made me fall that much harder
And I loved every minute of it.

I watched as the love we once had
Resurfaced and became something new.
I watched as our lives came together as one.

I saw that everything I had was in my arms,
But most off all
I watched it all begin again in my dreams.

To Abandon a broken HeartYou treat me like a monster
Left me all alone
The Phantom in your picture
Just searching for a home

You tell me that I'm nothing
Not so hard to believe
You told me that you love me
But that I can not see

I let my perfect guard down
Some how I let you in
I didn't mean to bug you
I just wanted a friend

Now You and everyone else
Will be driven away
I'll just remain by myself
I'll never be okay...

..Goodbye

Please Don't CrySometimes
When she has
A fire
In her eyes
I pretend it’s
Me and her and
Not a worry in
The world,
But that’s all lies
So a part of me dies
And all I can think
Is “please don’t cry.”

RainWe are on the ground,
comes now the end?
Are we now right where we
would never end?
Would never end ...

What have we just
made of us?
Why happen things to us
what otherwise only
other passes?

I have fear of loneliness
without you, without you.
Can suddenly only see clouds.
Down at us ...

There comes
Rain, rain!
Let it never cease!
Take the dirt of the world!

Let it
rain, just rain!
Let it never cease!
Falls to all of us!

Remind yourself Remind yourself!
How nice it was,
how beautiful it started.

And now that's so disgusting
Heart of Stone, thoughts of asphalt.
Without form.

We used to be the king and queen
in our kingdom,
so beautiful.

Please understand, you need to breathe
and continue being the only one for me.
I'd never want to trade you in,
you can be my wife and my best friend.

We walk through the woods anxious to see,
How big in the world we could actually be.
Take my hand and lets explore,
take off in the world and finally soar.

There's nothing more I'd want to see,
except for the love between you and me.
All I truly need in life,
is you by my side as my wife.

You're my whole world you see.
Baby, Will you marry me? ;3

Dorm Stuff (the things I do)I write a poem
To let my feelings out.

I sing a song
To feel a little better
For now, just for now...

I solve Math's problems
To keep my mind busy
So I wouldn't think
Of my problems anymore.

I listen to the radio,
Hoping to hear a happy song
So I'd never cry again.

I lay down to rest
To escape it all...

Even just for a while...

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I don't want to say goodbye

by ~Kay-xP-J14, Jan 3, 2013, 9:18:19 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

I'll stay here alone,

As you fly off to the unknown.

I only have a simple wish,

That of course you'll miss.

I want you to be alive,

I'll wait for you to arrive.

But you say goodbye,

Before my very eyes.

Please hold me tight,

As I can never say goodnight.

To your precious soul,

That always kept me whole.

I don't want to say goodbyeby ~Kay-xP-J14

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

©2013 ~Kay-xP-J14

So, I'm not exactly ready to say goodbye yet... I wrote this for my brother. So in memory of my brother, Jeffery. Love you, bro.

Not sure of this is finished yet but I felt like posting it.

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~Axnara-the-insane Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

breathtaking

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~Kay-xP-J14 Jan 5, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thank you so much. I practically pour my soul into it. XD

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Mood: Love

~BeAnIndividual Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

love it <3 so good.

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~Kay-xP-J14 Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thank you. I'm glade you love it! ^^

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~FaeQueen77 Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Writer

SO beautiful!

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~Kay-xP-J14 Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

I'm really glade you like it.

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~KitschySpookyKitty Jan 4, 2013 Student General Artist

Beautiful but so sad

I get it though. I can really relate to this.

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~Kay-xP-J14 Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

Thank you.

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~KitschySpookyKitty Jan 4, 2013 Student General Artist

No bother at all ^^

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~Pfirsichkuh Jan 4, 2013 Hobbyist Traditional Artist

It's really beautiful and sad at the same time

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